New Journey or a calling is how I would describe me wanting to explore tarot card reading's. I've only practiced them on myself, but OMG I get goose bumps every time I read my cards. I mean talk about spot on! Everything I know, and I've known and don't know about myself just comes to light every time I read my cards. I've always been drawn to things like this since I was a child. I believe in my mighty God No doubt in that, but I also believe in many other things. I believe because I have seen, felt, and known that all these spiritual belief's and practices exist and at one point in time they came to be and became created by some kind of spiritual happening or person that believed in it. So they exist to guide us and help us along our life Journey. Of course God has the ultimate say in our life plan and Journey, and we should only look to him for guidance, but now these supernatural and spiritual forces have been called and invoked by people looking for guidance in their ancestors and other holy beings. People with some kind of power or spiritual attachment to the unseen, where they feel, sense, and gain knowledge where others can not. Blessed with some kind of Devine spiritual power. Since I was a kid I knew I felt some kind of bond with many things not of this world, and not all were holy, they were also dark and scary. I believe in light but also darkness, I know and feel good and evil all around me. I believe and seen the angel of death and I have felt the holy spirit of God in my entire body. I have worshiped the devil and then returned begging God for forgiveness. I respect both sides because I know they exist and what they can do. So I started this practice and I'll tell you the last time I did it my whole body was shaking with fear. I was in a dark place at that time and I knew what they were going to tell me. I prayed to God after that and I stopped reading them for a while. I read them again last week because God eased my fears like he always does and I wasn't afraid anymore, I was seeking guidance and my faith was strong, because of God, because I seek him first and he gives me the courage to not be scared anymore. It is hard to be in a bad place in your life and read the cards, because if your anything like me, you already know what they will reveal. Although I know that this can bring me fear, it also brings me hope, awareness and guidance. I'm drawn to it and I can't seem to ignore the calling. I'm eager to see how good I become at it, and see where it will take me.
